Wednesday, December 7, 2011

i don't know where I am.

and I don't know where I came from.  every time I even try to think about it my head hurts.  bad.  I'm alone right now.  in this room.  it's black.  the walls are black, the sky outside is black, i can't see a single shred of light anywhere, except from this computer.


i can leave.  i'mnot I'm not trapped.  But i'm scared.  I've been here for weeks i think.  I don't even know how I'm still alive.  i don't know WHY I'm alive.  all i know is that


I shouldn't exist.


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why did I write that?  What's wrong with me?


i don't know.  i just don't know.