and I don't know where I came from. every time I even try to think about it my head hurts. bad. I'm alone right now. in this room. it's black. the walls are black, the sky outside is black, i can't see a single shred of light anywhere, except from this computer.
i can leave. i'mnot I'm not trapped. But i'm scared. I've been here for weeks i think. I don't even know how I'm still alive. i don't know WHY I'm alive. all i know is that
I shouldn't exist.
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why did I write that? What's wrong with me?
i don't know. i just don't know.